I really am stupid!

I should have admitted I had problem, and got myself checked by a clinical psychologist, damnit!
What the hell is wrong with me? I put myself through all this unnecessary pain! Me and singularism do not go together... Its this entire country! I am black, not white! This is so goddamn frustrating... I feel like I have been everybodies little plaything... I am so humiliated... I guess I am just a goddamn jester... This entire time... My brain really was fucked...