Should've known that my petty musings were obvious to everybody else... My ego is what gave me a chance... Abuse does make a person stronger, but it also reduces their mobility... Clinging to my circumstances is how I survived... I took advantage of a fateful moment in order to build up my ego... Using creative thinking I subjected myself to scrutiny... This was the only method of building up my character, as my circumstances gave me no other options... I was a rat trapped in a maze... This life of mine is pretty much a game of dice... Its nice to give ourselves what we want every now and then...