Working out the shame myself isn't fun...

Sex could do the trick... The problem is that none of the girls were pretty enough growing up... Some were, but my low self esteem prevented a connection... I was most likely looking for someone as damaged as myself... An egomaniac... I played the game of fate, and lost... In the end, I am forced to solve my own problems... Fates a bitch... I really wanted that "egomaniac"... Better luck next life I suppose... Then again, it would be nice not to think that a god would play dice...